Have no sorrow, for you have not been forsaken...
I am officially declaring myself the world’s worst blogger. I mean, i can’t even remember when last i posted anything. So sorry guys – i promise i’ll make it up to you soon. The good news is i’m still alive and kicking ...
So what’s going on in anchie’s life at the moment. Well, ms anoesh is still with us in all her glory. And there is some good news and some not so good news. The good news is that i finally found an answer on why i feel so much pain and a solution. The not so good news is that they have to operate. So they will be removing my coccyx on the 29th of this month. The ortho-doc said that i must have broken it very, very badly and that some of the bones grew back horizontal. They are therefore pushing against other stuff in my anoesh and causing the immense pain.
I have to say i was quite emotional when i walked out of his office. One part of me felt very relieved, as i began to think i was going off my rocker the past month. I felt as if i couldn’t do anything, couldn’t handle pain and couldn’t be around people. I never knew pain could be so dibilitating (spelling) and that it could give you a good bout of depression. But three months is a long time and after his examination i realised that i have actually been coping very well. What a relief.
The second thing that went through my mind was sadness that i had to go for an operation and that i would be lying on my back for minimum 2 weeks. He explained to me that i wouldn’t be able to sit/drive for at least 2 weeks and that somebody would have to take care of me. I also couldn’t work, which is a problem for me as i do consultancy and get paid by the hour. I just started at this new company and already i am going to miss 2 weeks of work. But this is my health and is much more important than work – or so i keep trying to tell myself.
Furthermore i will be moving into a new flat and organised it in February already. Because i broke my rental agreement they could get new tenants in earlier and i have to be out of my flat by the end of this month. I can only move into the new flat at the end of June, so i will be moving to my mom’s house for a month. Because of the op i need to move this weekend and luckily i found movers to help on short notice. So i’ll be packing every night this week, to be ready for Saturday’s big move.
That’s about it for my life at the moment. Quite hectic if i could say so myself, but as a good friend always used to say: This too shall pass.
3 comments:
I am pleased in a way that you went to the doc coz I think it's good you were told and made to realse how well you actually did cope so far. Good luck with the moving - wld offer to help but I am stuck in the middle of that meself! Love you lots and I will be there to visit and bring you flowers and make u laugh!
xxx
I'm so glad to hear that you're finally going to get to the "bottom" of this. Try not to focus on all the negative that goes along with the op and concentrate on the time after your 2 weeks is up. You're going to feel a hell of a lot better then you do now and the 2 weeks will be a distant memory.
Lots of love,
Sue xxx
It was so lovely seeing you for lunch yesterday and having read this blog I am absolutely amazed at how everything is just working out right for you. Anyway that is how I see it. I mean the job aside (and by the way that always happens when you get a new job - you always get sick, break an anoesh etc etc). You let your mum take care of you and spoil you and we will all be happy as you should be blogging quite a bit whilst you are lying doing nothing for a few weeks. ha ha ha !!! Nana Fi xx
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